Back In the Hammer. I am missin this....



and more. SO much to do...SO little time. Ahh..the feelin of incompetency.





it rained today. on a dreary tuesday.
i feel bad for tuesday. after monday's blues...before the mid week of wed..
tuesdays come and go...like a ghost without grudge.
have u ever lay down at nite...and counted sheeps...till u get bored?
have u ever listened to the tunes of the mp3 till the battery ran out?
have u ever needed sth so bad that u cant sleep at nite?
have u ever give someone up becos you are scared?

have u ever search for words...and realise that u dun knw wat to say?

i had. and then the cowardice rise. becos u dun wanna break down.

so many friends. so much opportunities. so little in our world.
i look around and see circumstances. all that maybes, ifs and buts.
we sit and stand. we pace and we stride. we boosted and slumped.

all the masks. the pretense. cant live real with it. cant live at all without it.

have u ever...





Lunch Today. my mom made it. it feels real good to be home.
it does. the familiarity.the dependence.

been shoppin juz a lil too much.
bought the cutest sets today.the mug..the bowl..the plate...all princess and frog prince.
and the lil baby disney table settings....and the pink dinosaur *snap snap* toothbrush holder.
awwww.......*put it on the card*
did i tell u i am still addicted to the credit card? the sophistication of flickin a card...and
*charge it.
my my..after so many rounds...i still love the thrill. ha ha..until...the bills come.
awww shitttt..

i miss him. but why? how am i supposed to react?





been in singapore for a while...
gettin used to the heat and the marvellous food!
oooohh...i love spore sooo..and i love the food..and the discounts.. wahey!
so much thoughts and ramblings that i wanna pen down...but do i really wanna stripped my soul barred over an electronic post?
hmmm..there are pple i need to email...letters i hve to write...parcels to send.
so many relationships ard me toppled....this is saddening...
they were goin strong one day...and the next...all blown away...with bits of memories trailing...
why? and i thot we are supposed to fall in love ...and stay in love...is it possible to fall out of love?
shit happens. and some cowards will remain cowards. no. he(s) do not deserves u. he deserves jack. nada. ceased to exist.
i told her..move out of the shadows...*how conceited of me.
i look ard and saw the shadows of past...though faint..but still lingers.....

wat rite do i have? i shake my head. i gritted me teeth.it angers me to see u happy.
how can u enjoy the change in him? the change i caused in him? bitch. why do u recycle?
get your own darn project!

and then the prince walked into my life...swatted away those dark clouds.
i am selfish this time round. Once bitten, twice shy rite?
i only gave him 20% of my heart....and he gave almost his all.
something he said stirred my heart...
'u will never love me as much as i love u. Never.'

now. i *heart* him more than i love anyone else. but shhhh he does not need to knw.
not now at least. keep it mean. keep them keen.











yea yea....laziness is now ingrained in my bones...esp when i am on vacation...la la dee...
vacation is on full steam now...and i am afraid this chill out is makin me lazier and lazier....but here is the way overdue posts...laden with images!
enjoy!
and these are the pictures from my korean trip way back in may-
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there u have it...images upon images...
but more to come! i promise!
tiffy's blog is bac. wahey!





it is unbelievable how fast time passes. my 3rd yr at U has almost reached its end...darn it!
there was so much drama this yr....i tink i m gonna miss it...
been busy these couple of weeks, wat with the dreaded exams loomin over us...howells...
but i still managed to squeeze some time out to chill...n here u are, a photo infested entry, NJOY (",)

janey darlin came for a sleepover...girls' nite

me...tired ad exhausted..au natural..sans makeup

the japanese sushi feast

godfrey n kimble...

sun hee n her green tea

the cheesecake...the treat after a mid term..

mon mon n her sinful indulgence after the same dratted midterm


juz me being me

richard n christina...they are the cutest couple ever!

korean dinner....spicy to the T
the food convention


the wine ladies

all made frm maple sugar!

mr old skool canada n us

pies n tarts galore

the sampling starts

i will be headin bac to sunny spore in may. finally...my hainan chicken rice...and all the laksa i can have.





so my blog officially stalled for a while and is stagnant...thks to me being lazy. but as i promised dear jeanie...i gotta update! so here i am.....i m gettin so friggin lazy at typin entries...thks to the many many many many essays i hve to write...my creative juices arent flowin no more....
so...welcome to the photo entry...njoy.
more photo blogs comin up (",)


Charity Ball 07

make up...Touch Ups!!!

me and hajoon :)

caricature artist. me n hajoon:)

my entourage; hajoon, moi, monica, sunhee (",)

the dance floor

the posse


my girls:)

the sistas (",)


the boys

me and alicia darlin

moi. all made up....
moi, all made up....

hugo, monica n sun hee

post ball chill out, me n hugo

me n hajoon: princess and prince caricature! *hearts

pinnin up the Adorable sketch.

me and sunhee and our caricature piece.