gonna meet up with father TiME later...wanna ask him if he had been skatin thru time these days!!!! argh!!! i m gonna ask..no...demand...heck INSIST that the next few days CRAWL by
!!!!
i m excited.---scrap dat. i m nervous...oh wait...i m charged up.NO>i m gonna hve a breakdown.
screw it. i m gonna be a bitch here. n now. n a SELFISH n DEMANDIN one at dat!
so;
jilly, jeanie, yinz, howie, gouwei, ian, eileen, meitin, desiree, stan,lun, germy, janey, chery,nic, emman....dang; at this rate..its gonna be a loooooooooong list! wateva; i m gonna magic-ked all the pple i love into teeny totes; n stuff em into my bag!!!! argh!

ok. i m plain selfish.

i hate this feelin. n it' all my fault i got myself into this. oh, stuff myself.







so many things i wanna say...so many things i wanna do. so lil time.

i did it all. or was it all for nothing?

wateva.i m juz ramblin. no biggie.

"aww...u r so lucky...goin overseas. i soooo envy ya..u noe?"
"nvm...we will be here 4 ya..."
"wow...new life... cute guys....freedom.i aso wan leh"
"aiyoh....why u complain? so sad 4 wat?"
"u must be damn excited rite? flyin on ur own!!! wah piang. unBUHlievaBLUR."
"canada always white, izzit? cold all yr rite?wah lau..u can see snow leh..."

ya ya... i m SOOOOOO happy. pple, PLS envy me. i m so LUCKY u noe? piss off.
"nevermind" me one more time. i SO appreciate it.
envy? come n take my place then.
new life? cute guys...wat DO u take me 4--a bimbo in a totally unfamiliar place?
flyin on my own!!! wheeeeeeeeee..
why dun u go fly a kite?

now,wont u do me a favour?

shut up already! thks!

dang. i M losin it n so screwed up. sayin things--- i might regret.

this is an outburst. nothing more. indulge in my nonsense.






days r strikin off. one sec. one min. one hour. one day. one week.
then, it's gdbye.
those dreadful words.
dun wanna say it.
i m afraid IT wld just mean it.
i figured out;

some frenz are 4 life.
i will throw out a "catch ya ard!!!"
some; juz a passerby.
some r juz meant 2 be nothin.
i will flip out gdbyes.
n i will mean it.







What's the point of being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes?

growin up---ha ha. more like losin a race.a NO_WIN situation. oh n u r happy wif growin up?hah. Show me a person who says winning isn't important and I'll show you a loser.

ok. i m spoutin nonsense. i think.either that, or i m drunk on boredom.

"A dream is a wish your heart makes,When you're fast asleep...in dreams you will lose your heartache..."
The world may leave me but I always have my fairy tales...

fairytale - living...are a contradiction in terms, like a chaste whore.

I envy people who drink -- at least they know what to blame everything on.

i think i m losin my marbles.








city harvest. AMEN. where u find the echoes of faith. what gutsy n surprisin follow up i had when i went 4 the service wif Ian. gosh, he was wearin a LIME shirt.-social suicide-
- in goes THE WORD, out comes the DIRT. * praise GOD.
"the WORD is all-SUFFICIENT. our bread n our milk." ---hallelluyah---
i went in NOT expectin much.
i came out --- mystified. * i had gotten a glimpse of heaven.
the BIBLE. the WORD. a poetic book FULL of lessons n hope.
kudos to Ian n Star.
the service is a gift to the soul. AMEN.

went a-choco munchin with Star. after service. mmmm... pasta dinner with Gouwei. *thks 4 finishin the hlves 4 me. (",)

i was in touch with rare magic tday. hearts of faith is the starters to entree-Miracle.*praise God.







whee....went out wif rina, jeani*e n ji*lly da canadian high com!!!had fun catchin up with ALL of em...let's rock CANADA!!!!---ME, jeani* hopefully...riNa 2! (",)

had 2 rush home....sorry 2 rina n jeani*E... for leavin early...*sheepish grin.
rina lookin great with new do!!!

KfC 4 dinner---yummilicious!!!BANDitt0 rocks!!!

fiiddLin w/ my cam. Actin Cute...tsk tsk....YES, u nEEd a maSK BADLY....(",)aww...dun Sulk!


jilly n mE......nutty shutters flew..... ji*ll got 1 head up of me. hrmp!

yinz TOUCHED down!!!
cheerios.







went out with a reaaaaaaaaaally cute guy yesterdae *chokes* ha ha.
house of flyin daggers was a coloful n artistic disappointment.
the ingredients; larger than life plot
memorable characters *cute kaneshiro
superbly imaginative
*the quiet eloquence of Yimou as a storyteller is still there but the plot kinda falter off...
BUT,the movie puts ALL nippon paint commerial to shame.
diggin eileen's new do. saw tianMing ard arcade... GOSH.he is SOOOoooo SKinnY! grr.
-my shutters went clickin-

tianMin n me----he makes EVERY1 look Fat! grr...

ian n tianMing

THE *cute guy---Ian n his ice cream

*not

cheerios!







my daily schedule:

12pm onwards:-rise n shine
followed by a series of boredom blastin activites-- knittin, surfin da net, chillin wif da boom box, pissin my ma off every other min.

coffee hit with da same ole dude. movies.

"i think i m in love"
oh boy, wat a scary thot.
-period-







i made a trip down my kitchen tday. messed ard n TADaaaaaaaaa..

butter rice, eggs, chix curry, sweet n sour pork, luncheon meat n stir fry black pepper veges!



cheerios!







had a cheerio_risious day!!!
met up with jacob, ian n eileen.....wheee.....had so much fun!!!love u guys!
meetin n chillin wif em is the perfect way to end n start a week. like a cherry on top of a yummilicious sundae*
gosh, i miss their company!!!!! argh! MUACKS!(",)

jeani*e gave a ring...dat gurl n her whacky ideas!!!ha ha. like some CNN time-slotter. _grinz_

gonna slack the day away.

cheers! (",)