hit upon a realization button today....."BOIENG"...
i m a bitch.
i m a brat.
i m spoilt.
gosh, i cant believe i am everything i never wanted to be. dammit

so darn guilt ridden. i apologise--therese. the next time round, please do SMACK me if i ever become so damn discouraging.

"When friends meet, hearts warm..."---i guess i flunked on this one.---"

suddenly, it is a chore to be happy. why?







*sanity is the playground for the unimaginative.8

so true. i totally dig wif ya janey ",)

life is screwed up.SO SCREWED UP. dang.

!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*(

the light is gone.-from the window of my soul.losing it.





YAY!!! jeanie is comin bac!!!:)oh boy..i SO miss her company..her chatter:)
i m gettin SO bored these days...it is almost insanity.
was workin overtime like mad..last week. whew.
chance upon this line of words:

"REALITY is a washout.DREAMS r 4 real."








shoppin never felt this good!!!!----got myself a ralph lauren bag...wheeee....*it was on sale!!!30%!!",)
my daddy got me a LV bag too!!!!!howells. his intention was to get it for mummy dearest, but my mom prefers a Coach bag...so i end up recycling what my mummy cast off.BUT, i am not complainin!
oooohhh...i m soooooo excited!!!!:)
newae,jeanie will b headin bac to the shores of spore in a couple of days....i MISS her Sooooooooo much!:)

n yes, i had one of the weirdiest n lousy meetings wif one downright jerky guy...*jill, u shld noe.totally wreck my appetite upon seeing him. JERK!--a complete waste of my time. funny, a jerk that acts like a GAL....n a LOUSY imitation of a gal at that!sheesh!

i spent the whole afternoon starin into space. it suddenly dawned on me that no matter how connected friends are,sometimes, we juz seemed so far away...even if we r juz next to one another.this thot is haunting me.* like whateva we had or used to have will fade away....
*musings*







NO---i m not in any form of "INACTIVE BLOGGIN" mode; thank you very much. :)
my comp went down.....so couldn't access the net.
damn, feelin darn dis-oriented....slept from 3pm on 17 may afternoon to 12pm on 18 may. whew..how fantastic.gettin up is hard work.
newae, jeani*e is off to France....lucky ga!:)
missin her already:)
jilly, lets' go 4 some cakes.cravin for em.
mummy's callin....i m gonna be a mummy's gal for a lil while so...gotta head for the shops w/ mummy dearest.sigh, shoppin---what a chore! *grins

cheers-





sheesh..i m finding it really hard to write anything these dayz...ZILCH inspiration. musta been the mundanity of life.

howells...bored as i am, i m still as happy as a baby's ass!!!:)
Mundanity of life. Complexity of cheesecakes. what life.

cheers.





whee...blogger got a makeover!:)
anyway, sleepovers comin thru....
had a horrible experience...i was put thru hell....the trip to the dentist was an ABSOLUTE nightmare. shucks, the feel of cold metal against my teeth...sent da chills down my spine..the dentist was horrid horrid HORRID! now i can say, got thru hell...been there, done that..*frowns..i even got myself a sourvenir tee!
to relieve lil traumatised me, i decided to go for a relaxing retreat w/ mommy to....--*tadaaaaaa
howells, nuttin much, got myself a coupa cookbooks from compass pt library n picked up ingredients for my bakin session in the afternoon.
takin bout the baking session made me frustrated ALL OVER AGAIN!
2 tries at cheesebke....both missions were FAILURES...boo hoo...i m that bad?!
dat's it man..i m not gonna let my clout go down the drain 4 nuttin.givin it another shot tmr.oh boy, cheesecakes are complicating fellas! holy cow.
jEaNiE darlin...chill. dun freak out.the magic will follow.so sit bac n relax!
jilly...my my...a rather big hint huh...sheesh...ltshit NYDC.-AGAIN? *winks
oohhh y*in is feelin beta now..yeah!!:)she is gonna put THE mask I made for her on diplay...whoopee!!!-grinz-
cheers

the fairies whispered on
Monday, May 10, 2004

Sunday, May 09, 2004

the graveyard shift was a killer, rest in peace is a huge joke. dammit.
i had 70 passengers fron 5 diff carriers, those blardy pompous ass. anyhow, the guys from NW12 goin to detroit was pretty cool. a lil bonus then...~shrugs~

a huge hug to jEaNiE*, u r such a darlin.:) enjoyed the chatter under the stars*albeit artificial:) i love the frappe 2, chillin w/ ya at the aiport bfore work is such a treat!:) hmm...as to why we feel so comfortable w/ each other...well. boils dow to ZERO pretense and REALLY awesome karma! MY WORD!* so yeah, that makes our clique rather tight!*jiggling tight! up n down round n round!*winks*

yIn; busy lil bee. u need lotsa rest!:) let 's do some bakin tis tues!:) alrite! n some manicure sessions...n makeup!:)ha ha on the GUYS!:) hmmm....we can go to ikea in the afternoon? then follow up to ya place?alritez? dunno whether my mummy allows me to sleepover though. will give it a shot later.*smiles*thks for the pretty blooms.

EMMANUEL. i am SOOOOOoooooo gonna get my revenge!*hiss* u promised me ya nails. i will do a 1derful job. no sweat.
oh yeah, got ya a lil something 2, sth green, sweet n will make u SWELL n RED w/ joy!*smiles sweetly

grr....went to toys r us n saw BRYANT!!!!:) omg, n i thot it was discontinued.....i LURVE him....n Nolee 2! shucks, shoulda bought it...(regretin majorly now......)

read bout nic n his affair w/ NUS....hmm...sounds like a conspiracy to me.....NUS is such a @#$%^&*() gd 4 nuttin. *smug*

weird, but i kinda dig britney's "everytime"....hmm.... --ponders--

the fairies whispered on
Sunday, May 09, 2004

Friday, May 07, 2004

lets's be blog-neighbourly.---period--- *smiles*
i have a BIG announcement to make:
*ahems*---i am havin a b day bash this june. be THERE or be [_]*grins IMPORTANTLY*

yin; i know u r pissed. but hey, let live dude:) come on, lets go for some Ice S-cream. get the steam off ya?
DO take care. lets meet up tis sat? go hang out at the mall n DE-stress? :)

jeaNie*.....yeah to ya! KUDOS! goin france!!!*whoopie!:) give france a huge KISS for me, girlfriend! n yes, i will be workin tis sat at the airport! see ya inside the hall!:) will give ya a special n personalised send off!:)

therese, SO wanna meet ya! it's been ages!:) n i read ur blog, u SO need some coolin off..join me n yin?

it's narrowed down;-my list of unis-

*UWA-------- :)
*U of T------:(
*McMasters U------ :)
*SFU---------:)
*UBC-------:(

*grinz

hey pple. jeAnie* is leavin 4 france on sat, lets send her off;
alrite? that will be yin, jill, therese, emman. nicks......n umm...did i miss any1 out?

cheers

the fairies whispered on
Friday, May 07, 2004