Monday, July 31, 2006


Have you ever love somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

cos i have. have you?
it is perplexing. its confusing.
and
it is bliss. it taste delicious.
1+1 doesn't necessarily makes 2, does it?
the older i become. the more mature things start to look,
the less cool i become.
i stopped wantin.
i start hopin.i start dreamin.
sometimes, somethings and someone juz have to be in your world.


the fairies whispered on
Monday, July 31, 2006


Sunday, July 30, 2006


isnt everything a wonder?an an irony? frenships, love n kinship.
i m startin to feel the strain of these connections. yin has left spore. i miss her. ting cant make it bac home. i miss her. susu is bac in Ca. i miss her. jean is headin off to montreal...further away from moi. i miss her. sunhee is bac in Korea. i miss her. maryam is happily bac in london. i miss her n her shen jin pin antics.
nick will be headin to leeds. klaus will be headin off to scotland. all those bickerin n pokin fun that i loved so dearly...and was associated with spore, will be gone this september. howie is so bugged down by skool n all. i miss the howie who was my deskmate in T11. kimble will be leavin for mexico. i miss him. so many pple. so many memories. so little time. too little contact.

it is gettin harder and harder to leave a place.

on a lighter note, havin muscle cramps due to an hr of badminton with thu. man, dinner is on ya next time round. i lost to her...by a set. dammit. n dinner was my treat. *sigh. it was an awesome game tho. never knew badminton could work up as much sweat as tennis. i m impressed.
shopped round tampines mall n century sq. combed thru the whole damn malls for an Mp3. we got one. parents are gettin more n more hight tech. it is a scary and exhilarating thot. them totterin ard with an electronic device and ENJOYIN it? my my. i need some gettin used to.

the next week is packed choked full with activities and dates n what not. for nick n klaus, bry n jill n howie, lun n emman, rmbr to keep the 19 Aug. it is all mine. a major chill out session is in the makin.

cheerios;
tiffy


the fairies whispered on
Sunday, July 30, 2006


Wednesday, July 26, 2006


thu, that was one heck of a badminton game huh? *winks

loads of crap n fun in sakae....slow service tho. n they were OUT of ice cream!!!!

the despair and pain these damn restaurants put me thru.....

okies guys.....n gals....the tagboard is up..
so start taggin...
twinkle...hope u like the gift from me n yin!
missin ya loads! hope to see ya before i fly off for CA.
tired like heck. hungry as well.
lemme go digest a book.
n ena...gimme ur addy if we fail to meet up kays!




the fairies whispered on
Wednesday, July 26, 2006


Monday, July 24, 2006


it hurts to talk.
it hurts to breathe.
so if you have no idea how to bring that back, dun talk to me rite now.
i noe i made the wrong choice.
but why do i still persist?
on a lighter note, Yin babes went bac to aussie! n we did not even hug?! sigh...
yin hun, u beta get ur ass over to CA next yr!
loads of fun n craziness chillin with her.
all those crazy antics n monkeyin with food.*or the lack of!
Coco, thanks so much for the lovely email~dat was really sweet of ya!
will chat with ya soon!meet up when i head bac to the hammer kays?


the fairies whispered on
Monday, July 24, 2006


Sunday, July 23, 2006


i have been deluded the the existence of glass slippers.
reality is so sad and practical.
my glass slippers are shattered.
But it is made of glass.
maybe, it is meant to shatter?


the fairies whispered on
Sunday, July 23, 2006


Wednesday, July 19, 2006


tuesday are too tiring.
man...was supposed to go on a shoppin and chillin trip with cousin....
i ended up gettin betrayed! by my godparents no less!
was dragged to their place and put ..no wait...forced on the treadmill....
i was put thru 2 hrs of tennis too! oh man...my poor overworked muscles...
but i had oh so delicious KFC...for dinner! so i guess it is all good ...
in the end! ha ha.*yays.
on a happier note, shoppin with yin baby was amazing~
always a great shoppin experience with her!
we had a bunch of earrings to prove our shoppin prowess~
and the jap green tea ice cream is delicious! yummilicious! tiffyinicious!
xoxoxo



the fairies whispered on
Wednesday, July 19, 2006


Monday, July 17, 2006


hmmm....boring mundane day. pigged out at changi's indian rojak. yummilicious!
daddy flew bac to brunei...will be a couple of weeks before meeting up with him.....
its official. i will be leavin for canada on the sept 1st....another month of lazing around before i hit the books again...
busy schedule ahead of me....shoppin n chillin with yin, date with couz, badminton with thu.....whew....and work on saturday! ahhhhhh

newaes, been blabbering about nothin in particular in this entry. ha ha

lates.


the fairies whispered on
Monday, July 17, 2006


Sunday, July 16, 2006


"Destiny is not a matter of change, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
- William Jennings Bryan (1860-1925)

well said, mr william j.b. i will back you up on this.
i am sick of all your niceties. get out here and thrash it out.

love is a facade? an illusion?
next time anyone of you out there fall in love, pls check your purchase.
becos happiness is sold seperately.
and the fairy tales of happily ever after crumbles.

i crossed my fingers as i spouts these words. contracdictions abound as i indulge once more in sugar coated world of relationships.




the fairies whispered on
Sunday, July 16, 2006